期盼

她是个容易对别人抱以期望的人。她的期望并不高，因她是个易满足的人。但，往往对别人抱以期望之初，就是对自己作出伤害之际。憋在心理的失落感，她以为自己已麻木了，并能承受了。但，事实并不然。她一直想周遭许多开心的事情，只为填补那一点的失落感。看见一直为她担心的朋友都无言以对时，她知道自己不能再那么脆弱了。

come oN

Some of my friends start asking me to “promote” them in my blog …keep urging…keep repeating…hehe…They are so desperate enough that I felt paiseh to turn them down since their eagerness are so enthusiastic. Erhemm……nah…for those who may concern……I did my job lar …kekeke…U guys should reward me in return ...haha…Err…let me show u guys the most enthusiastic one har…



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嘻嘻

实习期间，常与同事一块儿吃午餐。她们有的刚刚结婚，有的就快结婚了，话题一直萦绕在新居上。从拍摄婚纱，筹备婚礼，新居装修到添购家具。。。一直聊得没完没了。。err，，自己也学了不少 =)
真的好期待自己那么一天的到来咧。。。嘻嘻

她

开心，疯癫，好玩。。这些都是外人对她的印象。说真的，她是一个容易开心的女生。曾经有一位senior在她心情非常低落期间，对她说过“你是一个开心的女生，不要把自己弄成这样。。。。。。”。。开心本无罪。但，别人往往甚少在意她的思绪。只因，她永远都是快乐的。她永远都是微笑的。。因此，每当她情绪低落时，默默无言时，刚认识她的人皆误以为她在发脾气等等。难道，一个容易开心的人就得负上这代价吗？而她，并不是别人想象中那么的硬朗的。她也难逃喜怒哀乐的。。。。。。

谢谢你们

每当遇到困难时，都有亲人朋友在身旁扶持我。孩童时，跌倒了，亲人会把我扶起。小学时，参与任何比赛，妈咪一定为我准备好一切一切。中学时，有朋友在旁为我打点。。曾经她们在纪念册里写着，“你是最让我操心的一个”，或许因我太爱玩吧。大学预科，在我心情最低落时，朋友在我的桌面留言，为我打气。你们适时的来电，让我霎时发现手机留在更衣室，忘了拿。大学时，大头虾的我，总得麻烦身边的朋友和学长为我操心。。有时甚至为我收拾“残局”。。。。。。你们的细心弥补了我的粗心。实习时，有同事在旁的照顾我，协助我。。下雨时，工厂工作员会为我找雨伞，好让我从实验室走回office。这一切有时来得太理所当然。。。回想起来，其实一路以来，我是幸福的，是幸运的。因为我有你们。。感恩一切。。

最近看了一套戏，剧中男生与女生是一对。在一起时，男生并不那么在乎那女生，让女生每每独自伤心。之后，男生因一时追求新鲜感与刺激，伤害了女生。分开后，男生才醒觉那女生对他来说是那么的重要。他不敢奢望她的原谅。只因他知道他伤害她太深了，他不想她再为他在流泪。。但其实她还深爱着他。时间久了，她放下了一切。他们俩再做回朋友，并在工作上有联系。男生也一直默默地在旁扶持女生。男生始终也开不了口要得她的原谅。但其实，女生也原谅了男生。因为两人的执着，双方都憋在心里。那一天，女生email了一封“我原谅你”的电邮给他。而很戏剧性的，在还没来得及阅读那电邮之际，男生当天在交通意外中逝世了。许多的后悔也来不了。看到这样的剧情，心中很感慨。。一直在想，“如果他。。。如果她。。。”一切的如果如果，也无补于事。为何人总要等到失去了，才知道自己原来也曾经拥有。

四川地震，突然间埋了许多来不发生的故事，来不及说的话，来不及的拥抱。。。生命真的很脆弱。。倘若不珍惜当下能活着的一刻，珍惜身旁的一切，或许下一秒，也就来不及了。。。

28 May 2008

Today, 40 specimens to be tested in tensile strength test assigned to me around 3pm...Im going to be a super girl as to accomplish all of these before 5.15pm…included all those calculations…phew!!! How good if the task is given to me in the morning so that I can carry out slowly in the whole day and won’t fall asleep in the morning time...aiksS

27 May 2008

Today is the most hectic training since im bounded with jobs from the morning until evening .Lengthy protein test is really time consuming (conducted from morning till 3sth lerr) After all, I am given a tensile strength test around 4pm…Fortunately, I manage to finish all of the 20 specimens in merely 1 hour with the helps from my fren, Balan. He is one of the person chatting with me most of the time when I did my lab test. We always “quarrel”… coz he always bluff me…hemm…but he is nice and funny indeed…

internShip

It has been three weeks for my internship. During this period, I am given some lab works to handle. For instances, the Chloroform Number (CTR) , the Swelling Index, some Lab Dip Sample and Tensile Strength Test. To be frank, all these lab works are quite easy for me but I took almost 2-3 hours to accomplish everything for the reason that , I am trying to get myself bounded with some stuff instead of sitting in the office, browsing through the documents that I had already read for N times. Such monotonous life really drives me crazy. People working here are so busy that every one of them keep answering to the calls from other departments. There are too busy to spare some times for chatting, but to glue themselves in front of the computers. Oh my godness, what a hectic life! I am so jealous seeing some of u guys, manage to chat via MSN or surfing net as I wish Im given the chances too..haha…There is a computer available for me. But im so “paiseh” to do any other stuff for my entertainment since people around me is getting stuck in their respective work.

I am always glad to be assigned with any lab works. But the chloroform and the cyclohexane to be deal with are indeed a nuisance for me. The odour in the lab are so suffocative to make me almost fainted although I was wearing my mask. The workers, supervisors and the lab technicians there are so good enough to provide me helping hands and guidance in carrying out the work subjected. Undoubtedly, I am happy to stay in the lab as there is the only place for me to chat with people and crapping since my colleagues in the office are too busy.

In the 1st day, I was told that the café in this company is not so suitable for me to dine in since it is always occupied with the labors. I should be glad to have my colleagues Ms Lee, Ms Yong, Ms Chan and Ah huai to bring me for lunch everyday. Thank you very much. Luckily I have you all because I am not that familiar with Senawang at first.

People here are nice and take care of me so much. Here couples of appreciation to be forwarded to them, the guard, the clerk, my colleagues, my supervisor, the manager, lab technicians and even the foreign factory workers from Bangladesh, Myanmar……Actually, language barriers existed too. There is always funny stuff occurred. But thanks Puspa to be my interpreter FOC…=)

tHe Starting

Blogging…I didn’t expected myself to get into this “ blogaholic” a day. In fact, I wanted to blog N years ago. The life in office is so boresome. Can u imagine how SIEN am I staying in the office if I got no lab test on that respective day? Caffeine is not functioning at all as Im still feeling sleepy sometimes.... Hence, I kept myself occupied with writing. Surprisingly, I manage to write numerous pages of so called “diaries” in just a day as this was not happened once in my life time. My colleagues, my supervisor and manager passed by might think that I am getting into the rut of craziness as they thought I was writing the synopsis of the story book I read. SIEN SIEN SIEN…… There will be tones of mushrooms to be harvested eventually…In all, there is a conclusion made…I found myself more prone in typing rather than hand writing…kekeke…