Wednesday, July 30, 2008

TUESDAY 29/7/2008

Went to the gathering of my society and
left my assignments hanged “half half”
ADDED with some power points to be settled…
Rejected the invitation to go “small genting”…( sorry for disappointing )
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BUT I was glad to meet up my “fresh” juniors and others in the gathering…
Heartening to see their maturity and steadiness developed as time pass.
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Eventually, I can’t finish my assignment earlier due to the “stu_ _ _” printer
Time wasted as to uninstall and reinstall…Useless…
It drives me crazy! Hemmm!!!
Luckily Yeng still got Peng...hehe…
Dear peng…thx for helping =)

Thursday, July 17, 2008

~ meaningful stuFF ~

你们可能相爱过,你们也可能喜欢着彼此。但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起?

*也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。
*也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。
*也许为了出国深造,他没有要你等他。
*也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。
*也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人。
*也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待。
*也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线。
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不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚,对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟她名正言顺的牵着手街,
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。她有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮她追,心里却不是很清楚你是不是
真的希望她追到。
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她遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮她,不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了,你会安抚他们说你
和她只是朋友,但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子,心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,
很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心她,总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做她的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样,你还是知道,她永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友,当她那个特别的朋友,有什么不好
呢?你心中的这个特别的朋友...?


很多的感情,都因为一厢情愿,最后连朋友都当不成了,常常觉得惋惜,可惜一些本来很好的友情,
最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你,如果你没有反应,这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去,这也难怪有些人
会因此不肯踏出这一步。


因为这就像是一场赌注,表白了之后不是成了男女朋友,要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能
预料的,或许对方不在意,你们还可以是朋友,但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜,也是遗憾!
还有没有可能是另一种情况,你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . . (完)

加油 =)

曾几何时,期盼早日毕业,脱离那繁重且累人的课业;曾几何时,期望自己早日工作赚钱,做自己想做的事;曾几何时,觉得踏入社工作的生活方程式很枯躁,并告诉自己要享受自己大学的最后一年。

到今时今日,18/7 的一课 Reactor Design时,我开始质疑我是否能享受生活了。以往的3年大学生活,给自己的压力不小,一直追求更好,不断地要求自己。纵使知道我能把事情如期完成的,但,我还在犹豫是否应赴朋友们、学会的活动。。。

自己曾在中学时为了学业,放弃了一些事情。。除了学业,还是学业。。还以为自己比以往小学直中学时期好了很多。。其实并不多。。开学的第二星期,累积的各科的Projects, Thesis, Design Project。。真的感到很压迫,想像到自己在这一年的忙碌,真的有些裹足不前。那一刹那,真的好想逃脱,且放下所有。(晦气话啦,因我知道自己不可能放弃的) 。

愿我还能嘻嘻哈哈,愉快的完成大学最后一年。All the best to my friends too。趁的空时,就“玩尽”点。。hehe

Saturday, July 5, 2008

the conclusion of my internship

1—Working routine is really boresome…work-back-bath-dinner-online-sleep--rejected quite a numbers of yamcha, sing k, movies, shopping…coz too tired and sometimes cant bear to hang out too late…else…late for work.

2—Appreciate the final year of my campus life—I get more freedom in study life comparably (I got my own time)

3—My social circle enlarged—I got friends from Bangladesh…Nepal…Vietnam…

4—I start blogging—coz too sien sometimes

5—I miss my friends very much.

6—I learnt new things.

7—I was addicted in dreaming—coz I used to dream most of the time when I got nothing to do---dream about the place for honeymoon, think about the ‘YOUg’plan ,thinking something that is quite impossible…heher

8—I looked forward on Friday and Saturday every week—as I can have my own time,hanging out with friends, shopping with friends sleep sufficiently.

9—I started to feel sien on Monday.

10—I got an extra Indian name—aiks—seems like I will get some nicknames whenever and wherever I am. Started from secondary—matriculation—Uni—internship.Honestly…I am not angry with it. In contrary, I do appreciate it as it turned to be something for them to remember me always =)

11—I started to look forward on the resume of University—sound weird and ridiculous right??! –Owing to the fact that, I wish to finish my training as soon.

12—I finished reading 2 books—quite meaningful.

the last day of training

Phew!!! Finished my internship eventually…Quite busy in the last week of training as to carry out many tensile strength tests, to complete the log book and last but not least, to start of the executive summary to be handed in. I have been scratching my head for the translation of that executive summary. Everything was in a puzzled way about…help me!!! Erhem…back to the point…I was very touched by the farewell card and farewell lunch on the last day of my training. It seemed to be happened once in a blue moon to get everyone to dine in together since some colleagues will go back to their home nearby for their lunch everyday. The little things from them really make my day!!! Furthermore, I was so happy coz everyone enjoyed the cake I brought them…

--1oveisintheair-- in a very happy mood

machine spoilt

It was very unfortunate that, the costly tensile strength machine broken all in a sudden when I was running the test. The spoilage of the machine on the second last day of my training was so much to be in coincidental. I was very much worried for the fact that I am the one dealing with the machine most of the time. Luckily my good buddy over there Balan, helped me lots… (checking the display screen…calling the maintenance officer, informing the supervisor in charge...and comforting me, or I’d get panic and kept blaming myself)...The workers and supervisors told me that me machine was too heavy-hearted to let me go...(they were trying to comfort me actually)…I am glad to have them heartedly.